By Flannery O'Connor
"I want to write a stunning prayer," writes the younger Flannery O'Connor during this deeply non secular magazine, lately chanced on between her papers in Georgia. "There is an entire good global round me that I could be capable of flip for your praise." Written among 1946 and 1947 whereas O'Connor used to be a pupil faraway from domestic on the college of Iowa, A Prayer magazine is a unprecedented portal into the inner lifetime of the good author. not just does it map O'Connor's singular courting with the divine, however it exhibits how entwined her literary wish was once together with her longing for God. "I needs to write down that i'm to be an artist. no longer within the feel of aesthetic frippery yet within the feel of aesthetic craftsmanship; differently i'm going to think my loneliness constantly . . . i don't are looking to be lonely all my lifestyles yet humans purely make us lonelier by way of reminding us of God. pricey God please aid me to be an artist, please permit it result in You."
O'Connor couldn't be extra simple approximately her literary ambition: "Please support me expensive God to be a great author and to get whatever else accepted," she writes. but she struggles with any hint of self-regard: "Don't allow me ever imagine, pricey God, that i used to be whatever however the device on your story."
As W. A. periods, who knew O'Connor, writes in his advent, it used to be no twist of fate that she all started writing the tales that may turn into her first novel, Wise Blood, through the years whilst she wrote those singularly innovative Christian meditations. together with a facsimile of the whole magazine in O'Connor's personal hand, A Prayer Journal is the checklist of a super younger woman's coming-of-age, a cry from the center for romance, grace, and art.
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Bloy has come my way. The awful thing is that we can go back to ourselves being ourselves after reading him. He is an iceberg hurled at me to break up my Titanic and I hope my Titanic will be smashed, but I am afraid it takes more than Bloy to destroy the age in us—the age is The Fall still I suppose and certainly Original Sin in us. Conquer it but can’t throw it off, fight it and maim it but never kill it. It is hard to want to suffer; I presume Grace is necessary for the want. I am a mediocre of the spirit but there is hope.
The story level, bah. Work, work, work. Dear God, let me work, keep me working, I want so to be able to work. If my sin is laziness I want to be able to conquer it. 3 1/2/47 No one can be an atheist who does not know all things. Only God is an atheist. The devil is the greatest believer & he has his reasons. 1/11/47 Can we ever settle on calling ourselves mediocre—me on myself? If I am not this or that that someone else is, may I not be something else that I am that I cannot yet see fully or describe?
Please forgive me. My dear God, I am impressed with how much I have to be thankful for in a material sense; and in a spiritual sense I have the opportunity of being even more fortunate. But it seems apparent to me that I am not translating this opportunity into fact. You say, dear God, to ask for grace and it will be given. I ask for it. I realize that there is more to it than that—that I have to behave like I want it. ” Please help me to know the will of my Father—not a scrupulous nervousness nor yet a lax presumption but a clear, reasonable knowledge; and after this give me a strong Will to be able to bend it to the Will of the Father.